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♥Saturday, November 20, 2010 @ 5:33 AM

Who hasn't have a time when u felt like u haven't spend enough time with someone or the time that has been given to u to spend with a group of friends?
Well, i am one such person that has felt that and like the title of this post , it is prom , the day i dread , but yet still managed to make me cry when it was over...
U can say that I'm one who acts all detached and never really making a true friend , so it comes as a surprise when i saw the faces of my schoolmate on prom night , even the face of people that i once disliked seem so warm and familiar. That is why i am so mad...
All this because of the sudden realisation that there were lots of stuff that i had wanted to do alongside with them , yet i didn't have the guts to.
All the more i could feel the pain that seems to have accumulated over the years whenever i felt guilty because i gave u the chance to interact with them , thinking back now makes me wanna give up anything just to be able to mend the mistake that i had made , it just hurts so bad to walk away when i so want to stay behind.
That is all for now , thank you for even reading my post , i am just glad if there is someone out there that has felt my pain , so if there really is , plz comment on this post...

♥Monday, June 14, 2010 @ 9:06 PM

Went to watch Jackie Chan's Karate Kid and I was pulled out of the movie by our VP, how unlucky is that that I gt caught the first time I pon sch? And it is only a remedial lesson with no lesson or teacher , someone mus have informed ht , other wise she wouldn't have known that I pon. Getting on my nerves was that the show turned out to be great and I had to miss it , hearing it frm my frens that went to watch with me was so heart aching , and I also wasted 6 bucks on a movie that I only got to watch 40 mins of...
Maybe. Should go watch some other day...

♥Monday, April 12, 2010 @ 6:17 AM

Have u ever had a day where u find that both good and bad things happen to u? Well , that was what happened to me today , cause today we had a simulation for 'O' Level by taking a mock exam for E Math and of all things that could happen , i had to seat next to HER , the pest that sucks away my soul....
Well , she didn't bother me , but i just can't shake off the feeling that makes me sullen when i see her... It just erodes away at my soul , just the thought hurts...
Hope people will one day find the cure to heart pain...

♥Wednesday, April 7, 2010 @ 1:55 AM

Have u ever feel that u don't fit into the society? Well , that was what my day was like anyway , but u might think that i say society is to blame.... U are wrong , because it seems that i am really in a bad shape today , since what ever i say seems to offend everyone around me....
Even when i realised that me talking is gonna get me into to trouble , i just kept talking and got even more trouble.... So when i finally felt the burn when almost everyone ganged up against me just because i didn't stop , it was then i truly felt that i hate myself to the core...
When will i ever revert back to normal? God , if u see this , send me a message on how to stop it.... Remember to add ur name on the message , for me to know it is you...
If u do , i will convert to a Christen and follow every rule u have set up for humanity to follow...

♥Saturday, April 3, 2010 @ 8:50 AM

Recent events have shown me that my emotion are really hard to tame , it is like a gate that has no locks. Even when i try to avoid the subject and shut off my emotion , it doesn't seems to be working. Thoughts like "How should i take down this problem" always pop up in my mind , and at times it is really irritating at times , cause it is like a glutton who is nibbling away at my soul.
One day , i will pick up my baggage and leave this place to seek the place that my heart yearns after....

♥Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 2:30 AM

Have u ever had a irritating day , where everything is not going ur way? Well , that was what happened to me all day.... It is like everyone is going out of their way to make me feel bad , but i know that it is just me.... In addition , this may have been why i didn't think through before promising the most irrating guy in my class that i would tutor him .... Life may seem to be bad today , but it will be like all the other bad days , where a sleep will just blow it all away.
But , u nvr know , some storms just don't go away....

♥Wednesday, March 24, 2010 @ 7:41 AM

Have you ever felt that you are alone no matter where u go? Even when u are standing in the middle of a crowd of ur frens , u still feel like a piece of u is still missing...
That is a feeling that i get almost everyday , since no one really gets me, even when people say they know me , they actually only scratch the surface... This people actually don't "bring me up" , but instead it pulls u down, so when encountered , it is best if u avoid them , cause they nvr do good to you...
Homework is still piling up and tackling it is just so hard... But it will still go down no matter...
Have to build up my strength before i can take down all the "problems" at school , since they are so close to me...